NOT I

i am whispering your name,

yet it is not i whom you are calling for.

i am longing for you,

yet it is not i whom your heart is missing.

i am thinking of you,

yet it is not our memories that are flashing in your mind.

i want so much to touch you,

yet it is not my hand you want to hold.

i want to bask in your embrace,

yet it is not my warmth that you want to feel.

i want to talk to you,

yet it is not my voice you want to hear.

i want to get lost in your eyes,

yet it is not my soul you want to glimpse.

i want to see your smile,

yet it is not i who could give you happiness.

i want to share my dreams with you,

yet it is not my future you want to see.

in short,

i want you to love me,

yet it is not i

it may never be i...  JESUS CHRIST